Saturday, September 23, 2006
" if u love somebody could u be this strong? i will fight to win, our love will conqer all, wouldn't risk my love even juz one nite, our love will be in my heart..." well that song make me all emo n stuff.. aniwae, between me n my guy, i guess its over... i dun blame him for everything.. i got to noe, he failed a few of his subject, and he juz dun think he is ready for a comitment rite now.. yeah it hurts to know about it, he juz wants time... it was heart wrenching... but at least he want to split at the beginning of the relationship... anyway, i was not deeply shocked tat he was going to leave me coz i noe that this day was bound to happen... he was juz to good to be true.. i guess i have to accept the fact tat i m ugly n no guys will ever like me... usually if they do, something bad happen...i guess fate has other plan for me... like 2D said " hamba akur dengan suratan, hamba akur dengan kehendak tuhan" for now, yeah i m like all sad n stuff but life have to go on... how can i noe when i m all wallowing in sadness, he doesn't even feel sad? i juz have to stop, think clearly and live my life like always... no worries gals i m still the same liyana zaaba... lame, bubby n abit siao chabo... haha... ok enuff sadness for today, i resit for my maths paper n heck it was hard.... i think positive thinking might juz help... i will pull true! i m confident!(uuuh not so) monday is my ckt paper.. n i haven't even open the book yet... haha i m soo dead! ok peeps i m gonna go bath coz i think i m starting to smell like rotten cheese or was it kambing... one way or another i still have to take my bath.... anyone care to join me? i scrub ur back, u scrub mine.... hahahaahaha... shaddap liyana ur lame
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