Wednesday, October 04, 2006
hi peeps..... so i been like browsing through my friendster and i came upon atiqah's profile.....yeah its been like ages since i tok to tat gerl... where the heck is she?... though the same skool, we hardly talk to one another... yeah the irony... kinda feel sad.... i mean heck we hardly talk anymore.. it feel as though we have drifted apart.... i hate those kinda feeling... i had those when i was in sec1 after i was seperated from sarah... well sarah was diff... i mean me and atiqah been together for like 4 freaking years together though i reali hated her in sec 1...(lets not talk about tat) but yeah hates blossom into friendship.. yeah we had our ups and downs... i mean its not like we are best friends or anything, but yeah we were close.... i mean wen we juz started school in tp, it was okey but now, i dun even talk to her... its kinda sad... i mean wen i saw her profile, i was like sad and if i were to remember the fun times we had together, i can juz cry... but i won't....i mean i still talk to aini n nadiah, well me,farah and helviana were not tat close so it doesn't feel so bad... but aitqah, its been like ages... even if we are online, we dun talk to one another.... its like we dun even remember one another... i mean i want to talk to her but wat? i dun even know about her.... i dun know how she is, how was her school and how her life... i mean by the time we mit again, it probably be raya n things will probably be awakward.... its like the sims... when one sim don't talk to his/her friend, they no longer be friends... and after a while, they probably won't remember each other.... mebbe it was meant to be... mebbe my friendship with atqah was meant to fizzle after years together... mebbe the fact tat we were close once was because tat the environment made us tat way.. i mean think about it... we were separated from one another and me and atiqah end up in the same class... when dnt and home econ, only me and atiqah were placed together whereas aini,farah, helviana n nadiah went together...then when we had to line up, i had to sit with atiqah.... so is it true? my friendship with atiqah was juz a pure coincidence? well if the friendship is to fizzle... i reali cherish the time together..... thanks....
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