Friday, December 29, 2006
elo peeps... so now i feel so crappy.. i juz found out tat he doesn't want to go to school... its seems tat he sumhow indirectly saying tat i m forcing him to study.. well i m not going to... if he want to waste his life away by pushing the dead or living sick people in the hospital then by all means go ahead...is it wrong to want something better out of sumone.. heck it bothers me like hell.. i mean yeah i shouldn't be so petty but how i wish i can show him how pathetic life is without prior education... i m really trying hard to talk to him like it doesn't bother me but its hard... i can't do it... it will surely backfire one day.. sumtimes i think i m better at advicing people about their relationship but mine is a wreck... wanna noe wat my dream guy is, he must be at least able to think ahead, ambitious and able to think maturely... but wat i get is the opposite... i dunno whether tis is juz puppy love but if it isn't, my life is going to go down the freaking drain... its not tat i dun love him, do but i juz have a problem with his mentality to him, he will settle for mediocre.... but i won't i wanna go all the way to the top.. i wanna push my boundries i wanna go furthur and push myself to my own limit... haizz whoever said opposites attract is one stoopid fella...
so anyways, went to see granny at the hospital... admitted for the same reason... there are like rocks in her gallbladder... (watever have she been eating) she doesn't want to be operated.... so fine with tat....after seeing granny, went to east point to find a comp to check my guys application result which he doesn't want.. so then i went to peddal works and i love the sandles
haizz must save up $40 to buy tat sandel... nvm.. so niways after my mum pick me up at jurong point.. yep i went from one end of singapore to another..., we had to pick up my other granny at boonlay before e head home... at home, i was walking into the kitchen wen i saw this black thing.... i went closer and saw a........
BIG FREAKING RAT!!!AGGGGGHHH!!!!!
so it was like sooo disgustion and tat was my 1st reaction... at least the stoopid rat was in the rat trap hehehe..... so now, we gonna let it starve itself to death before throwing it out....cruel as it is, its juz damn disgusting.... oh yeah crap! msg u guys soon i wanna go find kitty.... he hadn't had a bath for like ages... see ya
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