Monday, October 08, 2007
elo peeps... anyways, remember how irritating i was wen i was in sec sch... yes the liyana that never did want to give up... selalu nak menang... well guess wat, i had the most suckiest convo yesterday.. and it was wif jason n his gal frens.. i perfer to call them female dogs... hehe... seriously kan, never had i ever blow up in anger like tat before sey... u can imagine how sucky i was treated... some people can't handle jokes... dumb*toot*.. anyways, imagine there was 6 Shortgungagaks and one of me.... yes defenseless me... well that got me thinking.... this is the reality of the world... no one is gonna be ur frenz... everyone is a mean bitch/bastard.. i dun wanna be stuck on my own... maybe i should re-evaluate my character.. i will try to be less annoying and TRY not to win in every arguement...even though it kills me.... i had a glimpse of the real world... it truely is horrible.. can u imagine...
u are at ur work place....
u said something random....
and the whole office can't take it....
and everyone lashes out at u .....
every single one gangs up against u....
ur back against the wall as everyone circle around u ...
everyone is saying something but yet u can't figure it out
ur head spins mercilessly....
but then u scream....
eveyone stopped...
they look at u and slowly they smile... and start giggling...
whispering wif one another and left u .......
ignoring u and pretend u dun exist...
onli after tat conversation, i realised, how important my frenz were... they are always there for u to lean on wen the whole world is against u ... how i take my frenz for granted... ok from now on, i ll try to be more matured and sensable... yet i m still keeping the lame and nonsense liyana... contradicting? i think not...
blog soon ya!
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