Sunday, December 02, 2007
elo peeps.. hehee.... sorry for the late updates(like as if u peeps been reading anyways) so anyways...i dun wanna talk about the whole ryyan incident... coz most blog are about him... no offence, he was a nice guy and a great fren but i dun wanna make u all like sad n stuff uh... lets juz say he is in our memory. even if we get all depress about his whole departure, he still won't come back in one piece... if u peeps still can't get over him, think of it as.. he migrate to another country and will not be setting foot in singapore anymore....
ok... enuff wif the awakward sadness, well whats up wif me? erm nuthing much juz exam.. oh yeah i didn't win the projek cerpen... now tat was depressing... especially wen u fren win and gloat like no ones business... u can say tat i am a sore loser... but heck, even if i try to be happy, i m not... i did try telling myself "menang kalah adat pertandingan" but still it doesn't work. saddens... i noe eventually it will pass but heck... juz now, when i was watchin suria(i m boycotting singapore mass media) mcm terpress gitu uh, sekali they showed the showcase... it was hard for me to watch it coz i felt the winners were taunting me.... IN TELEVISION... sumtimes u try hard no to get it to ur head but its kinda hard... and i m nt even gonna glimpse of manja magazine coz got their faces... and did i mention i m not listening to malay radio channel until after the projek cerpen short story drama... which will be showed on january... i was thinking of writing a novel for a novel melayu writing comp.. maybe that will keep my mind at ease....
i dunno why uh but i m begining to enjoy writing very VERY much.. i guess i miss writing karangan.... i think i m going crazy anyways... mane tau one day i will become a award winning writer... ahaha .... baby steps liyana... baby steps...anyone wanna contribute ideas are free to do so.... ehehehe.. i was tinking of writing about frenship(something we all have lost touch with). about tis 3 frenz then they had their own problem.. one has a boyfren who keep trying to change her into something she's not but then she willing coz she sayang him(typical gerl) another going crazy about her weight problem.... and last family expectation too high... the whole story is suppose to project about the gerls esteem... so anyways.. need more punch in my story... feel free to tag my board.... :)
blog soon ya!
9:45 PM
