Tuesday, January 06, 2009
My resolution for 2009 is to complete my last few years resolution which has been snowballing. Like, losing weight and yada yada yada…. I have to look through the piles of unresolved resolution and pick a few to complete at a time. Baby steps people! Anyways, so much is happening 2009 like me graduating…what do I feel? Well nothing really. Maybe because my parents have already pre-planned my life and I have no say on it. Sucky? Yes, very much. And I m turning a ripe old age of 20 this year. *sigh* oldness creeps up on you doesn’t it?
School sucks as usual. Never ending 3D modelling project. Kinda frustrating. Got fucked by my supervisor earlier for not updating and wasting my time yesterday coz I didn’t do much yesterday. FUCK! I spend more time and completed more modelling than Ahmad okay! And Ahmad barely send even 1 completed project and all she said was
“It’s okay. As long as u send her one project, she would at least know that you did something in the lab.”
So let me get this straight, I send over 1 completed project and gonna send over another one tomorrow but get fucked up with. While Ahmad have yet to complete even 1 model and he gets the nice treatment. Is it because I penis impaired? Or does doing your work just makes you a bad person? I am sooo counting down to the end of this project. Like honestly, I gave up on ever hoping to get a great grade for my project. I ll settle for minimal.
Have you guys been watching the news lately? I hate TvMobile. Cause every morning, in the bus, on my way to school. The stupid Narrowband catching signal conducted by Mediacorp will air PrimeTime Morning. All most of the news rotates on war in Gaza. Bombs and stuff. It really dampens my mood. Why do they do that?? Spoils morning for some people. Why can’t they put on good stuff in the morning? Like cartoons or something? Cartoons are good! They don’t have pictures of wars and blood covered toddlers crying in a hospital. And to all those people discussing about the war and those politicians that talks bout trying to make peace in the middle east, FUCK YOU! All I see are talks after talks after talks. Is there no one in this big blue planet wanna do something about it? Someone with influence, power and money that can actually do something meaningful to the world. Like stopping the war. I m not saying stopping the fight between the middle eastern countries. These people have fallen out with each other since the days of the prophet so to actually make them go all huggy and kissy with each other will never happen. I doubt it will happen in my lifetime *ponders*
Yep! Never gonna happen.
So let me see if I covered enough grounds in this post. Hmm,
war *check*
unreasonable teacher *check*
Growing old *check*
Being forced into something I don’t like after I graduate *checked*
I think I covers most ground of why my life is pretty much dull in 2009. I m not emo mind you. I just don’t enjoy bottling up trivial stuff…
But hey what do I know? I m just a 19 year old girl leading a pre planned life.
4:33 PM
